Thanks for some of you emailing me to write more!!!!!!!!!!!

Recently I got a bunch of emails to Buddylubman@aol.com .....with messages like
We miss your blogs.....or "when I am down, your blogs cheer me up" and even one blog said"Where the Phuck have you been hdiding.,..havent seen any of your crazy shit in a while", and even though, that was a crude one...it was somewhat heart warming, that someone missed me. THANKS.
There events that we all go thru that determine our behavior....and with the severe down turn in the economy, and down turn in my social life.....(most of which is my fault for becoming somewhat of a hermit after dark).....I have been in a creative rut.....not depression...but a rut. The rut makes me not want to write, or create, or respond to news or things around me. I think Obama winning the election took away one or more of my targets. My poisoned word arrows for Bush, Cheney and Rumsfeld......seem to find a halt in production. The object of my hatred is no longer in the oval office, and his idiotic behavior no longer needs me to poke fun at him..although, we live every day. in an economy that has been affected by his policy, lies, and theivery. I still feel that he should be brought, along with all his henchmen....to the Hague, to the World Court, although it can be held in NEW YORK....it would be better for Bush and Cheney be tried for Crimes Agaisnt Humanity...War Crimes......out of their own country. They also should be treid in America for treason....Yes Treason, lying not only to Congress, but to all the American People...so we would back him in HIS WAR in Afganistan, and then in IRAQ...and why, congress didnt do anything when no Weapons of MASS DESTRUCTION was found, he changed his story that we went to free the good People of IRAQ....

Today, the world was a made a little more salty, as tears of a billion people flowed from 2 billion eyes and formed a river of sadness, as they watched the memorial service for Mike Jackson. Today one of the most popular entertainers that ever lived was laid to rest. Not only was he one of the most popular and most talents of entertianers, he was the most controversial.
MJ was extrememly wierd....but the kind of wierd that can be understood if one takes the time to try and understand him. He was born into a very talented family and pushed upon the stage at an early age. He had no childhood. His father prevented that. The father was (is) a tyrant that beat him, controled him, and never let him grow up. Nothing was good enough for JOE JAckson..MJ had to try to plese him, but couldnt. MJ had sever inferiority complexes. If he was gay or not, we might never know, but it appears, MJ wanted to be a WHITE WOMAN......his self destruction exhibited itself in his numerous plastic surgeries that made him eventually look like a feak. His use of make up, bright red lipstick eye make up, masks, he went from handsome black male singer, to a scary looking white manequin.
MJ was accused of molestings children....but if you followed the two accusations, and his acquittals, I see(and this will not be a pun) BLACKMAIL. Think about it. A very wierd, childlike blackmale, with a high squeaky voice,....dressing outrageously,wearing makeup, and hanging around all the time with children.....and having an amusement park....etc..... The first case, a freind of his who was a dentist, wanted MIKE to invest one million dollars in some "project" After Mike refused, the Dentist dropped his kid off at Neverland for the weekend....now, Mike and this guy were friends...so the dentist would have been familiar with MJ's behavior.....The next week, the dentist filed charges against MJ for molesting his kid.....THE DENTIST SET MJ UP FOR THIS....BLACKMAIL i DO NOT BELIVE THAT MIKE WOULD HURT A CHILD...MIKE WAS A CHILD.. HE NEVER REALLY GREW UP...HE WAS ACQUITTED IN COURT..THEY DID MAKE SOME KIND OF SETTLEMENT... but, if the courts thought that a child was injured, even MJ wouldnt have gotten off.
The second case was a child, that was cured of cancer....and from what I remember, MJ paid for some of the child's medical bills. The mother, who later went to jail for WELFARE FRAUD....also blackmailed MJ.. The case went to court, and he was again aquitted...there was no proof of any kind...DNA, physically injury...The father of that boy said on TV, that the mother coached the kid.....
Mike always lived in a fantasy land...henever grew up, and as an adult millionaire child, made his deepest fantasies come true...Neverland....(Peter Pan was from Neverland and he never grew up either) Neverland had its own amusement park, its own zoo,......his fantastic costumes.....and his abilty to do anything and everything of his dreams.
The world turned out to honor Mike today....regardless of the dark side that the press, and legal system accused him of. 2000 years ago, a great teacher told us not to judge....and today, the world listened to his message...they all remember the good and happiness he brought to the world. He was kind and charitable and talented...and the world will not forget. His daughter, adress the crowd today at the giant STAPLES center Memorial and said Daddy was the best father you could have, and I want to say i love him and miss him" She was hysterical......which showed her love. He was not only the best entertainer in history, but the best DADDy in history.
Family friend, a DR CARR..just reported on TVm he thinks it is very possible that MJ, who was very depressed, might have decided to "go out" while on top. "He just sold out 50 Concerts.......he return to fame...superceded even his past....so he went out while on top. His memorial service...the televised drive of the hearse to the Staples center...reminded me of the Kennedy ASSASINATION coverage....and got as much or more coverage. Good night sweet PRINCE!