Postivie Vibes TODAY

The boys shoveled me out of the slush and snow.....as if my sons were here to show respect..To me they are family not employees...We got to the store 20 minutes late , not becuase of the weather, but becuase I had trouble getting up and getting downstiars. My feet werent moving as fast as yesterday, but I still didnt need the cane to walk....I think the change in the weahter...the cold and dampness gave what ever is cooking in the knee a set back. But considering I was just about crippled and unable to walk on monday morning...prior to the Sterois..its still a miracle of modern science. If the progression of pain had kept up. I woldnt have been able to walk or stand anynmore.....
I wrote a few poems...and will post them now , even though I havent edited them for errors or to make them better. I am bad at finsihing things...so I would rather share them in their imperfect state, rather than wait for the time called"NEVER" and you will be able to see how i think..with correcting my thoguh patterns.


iS IT WRONG TO DREAM TO FALL
IN LOVE A MILLION TIMES
LOOKING INTO THE EYES AND SMILES
OF COUNTLESS SOULS
LOOKING FOR BEAUTY
pERFECTION IN PHYSCIAL FORM

OR
IN THE SOUND OF A VOICE

TRIGGINGCHEMSITRY INSIDE
TO MAKE YOU FEEL ALIVE

iS IT WRONG TO F IND THE GOOD IN MANY
THE QUALITIES THAT ATTRACT
PHYSCIALLY OR MENTALLY
tO BE TURNED ON BY THE P ERSONALITY
THE VERY ESSENSE
OF THEIR BEING
sEEING ALL THE POSITIVE
WHICH TEMPORARLY MAKES YOU
DRUNK WITH LUST OR LOVE AND DESIRE
BUT KNOWING IT IS FANTASY
ONLY TEMPORARY
lIKE INHALING THE PERFUNE OF A THOUSAND ROSES
ENJOYING THE MOMENT
LIVING ON THE MEMORY OF THE EXPERINECE
UNTIL THE NEXT BOUQUET IS FOUND.
iTS THE EMOTIONAL VISITATION
TO A HUMAN MUSEUM OF ART
WHERE THE PAINTINGS ARE ENJOYED
BUT NEVER CAN BE OWNED.

MITZVAS (good deeds)

pOUR YOUR HEART OUT
BREAK YOUR BACK
SPEND YOUR EARNINGS
YET YOUR YEARNINGS
FOR A SIMPLE THANK YOU
MAY NEVER COME
WHEN DOING MITZVAS
DONT EXPECT
A WORD OF APPRECIATION
OR ACKNOWLEGMENT OF YOUR CONTINUOUS EXISTENCE
BUT YOUR PERSISTENCE
IN DONG THE RIGHT THING
HELPING'
ENOURAGING'
SAVING
EDUCATING
POINTING OUT THE PROPER PATH
TEACHING OTHERS HOW TO ACT
HOW TO LAUGH
HOW TO THINK'HOW TO BE
HOW TO SEE
tHE EFFECT OF YOUR MITZAH MAY TAKE TIME
A YEAR, A DECADE A GENERATION
FOR YOUR DEEDS TO TAKE EFFECT
YOUR MAGIC TOUCH
AND YOUR SAVING GRACE
MAY NEVER SHOW ITS FACE
IN YOUR TIME
eVENTUALLY YOUR INTENDED BLESSING
WILL BE SEEN AND KNOWN
BY POWERS OF THE UNIVERSE
THAT WE DONT UNDERSTAND.